Beyond duality there is no mirror

I don’t wonder anymore.

I know.

I hope you are starting to see and know it too.

They’ll call you crazy if you point at them.

Like they called her a witch and burned her.

Like they called her a bitch and shunned her.

Like they called him a snitch and abandoned.

Like they called women’s intuition illogical hysterical and locked them in psyche wards and lobotomized and cauterized their knowing in the wombs and wisdom in the words and ways.

I don’t wonder anymore.

I embody the image of it everyday.

I spoke up.

I pointed out the emperor with no clothes.

I said kindly and clearly where I stood, whats I was available for and not available for and how to be treated well, which took courage and heart and trust and vulnerability and healing and facing fears and risking it all

and got tossed bc as he put it “he loved me” aka he could not and would not do bare minimum to care enough to love me and himself and I was reflecting that back to him everyday but he could not the work he needed to do, and so he called it love and left,

in hopes I’d still be deluded and diluted enough to go along with it but as I got further away and healed more I saw the delusion in my upholding that story

So

I stopped.

I got deeply honestly.

I processed for months. And years before it all happened I already knew, but didn’t want to say bc I thought it was mean to state truth but I saw it was more injurious not to

And I finally spoke.

Not just about him and the truth he was hiding from me and all of you

But

The system and spiritual circles

Cult - ure

“Friends”

Cycle of abuse within it all

And ourselves

And interactions

And how we are all taught to coddle them

And attack or deny and discredit the true victim

Cuz “women are crazy”

Some ppl are indeed crazy

But

Some Women are incisive with their insight and it terrifies those of you who are behaving incongruously cuz we can sus it out and see right through you. We know you better than you know yourself.

It’s intimating af.

But get it straight kids, we’re not intimidating

You

are intimidated.

There’s a difference.

I hope you get curious about what it is.

(One is condescending- one is insecurity

The other is pure intelligence.)

The trouble is too many of you still believe you’ll be hanged and burned if you do the same.

And you would be right.

But why do you care more about that than being free of the illusion?

About TRULY helping and being of service your true nature and to your fellows.

And then I remember the movie the matrix 😉

It’s uncomfortable.

It takes an unmitigated amount of courage

Of spiritual tools and human tolerance

Of community support when going against the grain and breaking free of destructive dogmas and ancestral curses, stories, chains, and spells like “judging others is bad” when actually it can be really good and necessary in the face of harms.

In fact if we DONT do it we could die a slow death swallowing the tyrannies others shame us into believing.

I wonder why we don’t allllll just stand up … speak out ….

But then I remember how survival IS actually important.

And not everyone has the capacity and response-ability and confidence aka center ness in their truth and knowing

To actually to take counter punches and push back

To

Become

Sovereign

Without dying. Like actually physically not being able to live.

But

I pray

One day

You have the privilege

To heal enough

To trust your metaphorical physical emotional mental egoic and even spiritual death

And

Finally go live life alive and free

Free of the worry that others will think and call you crazy

Know that they will

And it will be a projection of their own insanity

But you

Are no longer bound by their mind games and mirrors of duality.

The mirror is no longer your reflection.

It doesn’t always go both ways 🤯

You are beyond the veil of duality

You have entered the realm of truth.

The truth has no mirror.

It is not subject-ive

I’ve seen

It is life itself.

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